okay, so there's this guy...that i seriously can't forget about! he is a guy that broke my heart (a year and some ago now) and never said he was sorry. i should despise him, but i can't because he's actually turned out to be an awesome guy, not that he wasn't before (clearly, because that's why i fell for him the first place). there have been many times while here in sweden where i had to dig really deep and be okay with the fact that it was a bad time for both of us, and that we aren't going to be together. after a little time of not thinking about him, he flippin shows in my dreams!! (p.s. i'm a huge believer in fairy tales, but i'm not a fan of the phrase, "a dream is a wish your heart makes"...not this time anyways) it's so stupid and i'm so tired of this. i have to repeat over and over again in my head that i am over it, but a month later, my current love interest, sends me an article about him!! REALLY?!! why? i just don't understand. p.s. this "old love" is probably going to be famous (hence, the article) within the next year or two, ugh. my sweet lord knows i need to get him out of my heart completely before he starts blowing up sportscenter. maybe i'm never going to be able to forget him as someone i loved, but i pray that he is only recognized as "old love" so i can move on. this song came on my blues playlist, and it is nothing more that what i want to say. so thank you eric clapton for understanding. play, baby, play.
Old Love
Eric Clapton
also, john mayer does a cover...ya killin' me john. ya really killin' me.
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